It's a day to celebrate freedom.
I'm happy that all of my days are now independence days.
No longer do I struggle with the burden of pretending to be someone I was not, and never would be.
And after a bruising, painful year, I am learning to move forward and discover who I really am, rather than trying in vain to fulfill expectations imposed by others, even if they did so with good intentions.
I have worked extremely hard to get to where I am today. I'm worn out, physically and mentally.
But unlike in the past, this exhaustion isn't accompanied by the resignation that it will always be thus.
I know now that this isn't true.
So for a while, I'll rest.
Because I now know I have the opportunity to decide what I want from life.
And to then strive to make it a reality.
As a promising young author once wrote, that's really the most you can ask for:
The opportunity to be yourself, and to live your life to its fullest potential.
I am going to do my best to do just that.
Happy Independence Day, everyone. :c)
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Messing around a bit with my not-quite-long-enough-to-wear-up hair today because it's so humid here:
I'm not sure if I like the look or not. But it's more comfortable, and comfort trumps all. Including vanity. :D
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For today's musical selection, we begin with a Dave Alvin-penned track from X's final album, See How We Are - "4th of July":
Next is "Almost Independence Day," from Van Morrison's 1972 masterpiece St. Dominic's Preview:
And to round things out, a haunting, atmospheric track from U2's 1984 album The Unforgettable Fire:
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